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Thursday, December 3, 2009

Free-writing

A fellow blogger and friend of mine recently finished NaNoWriMo, which stands for National Novel Writing Month, where tons of people commit themselves to write 50,000 words between the first and the last day of November. My friend Jaclyn Paul (check out her blog if you like creative people, she's very much so) crossed the finish line on day 30 at 50,020 words. I was deeply impressed, so I asked her how she managed. She said she would sit down for about 1,000 words on weekdays and catch up on the weekends. But she would also set aside time to do stream of consciousness-style free-writing, about 15 minutes every day. I said I had tried that before, but it just felt icky. She said she stopped using the margins, forced herself to write sloppy, and just let things fall out. And somehow that made it easier to write more. Both of us recalled Writing Down the Bones, Natalie Goldberg's book about writing, where she calls on writers to simply "fill notebooks," focus on quantity instead of quality, and trust that a novel will emerge out of the chaos.

Doesn't really seem like the best way to write a novel, does it? But strangely enough, she's right. You don't try to edit as you go, or else you'll undercut the natural flow of the novel. The words might not all be right the first time, but that's for your editor to figure out. Your editor might be you, but you can't be both writer and editor at the same time.

Since I'm between jobs, I've been focusing on improving myself as much as possible. One of the things I've let fallow for too long is my writing, so I decided to start doing regular free-writes. I just finished my first in a very, very long time. If you're wondering what this looks like, here's a short excerpt as an example:

Stretch your mind. Don't just asborb [sic] information and grow fat. Spit it back out again. Regurgitate it. Build smething [sic] with it. You can't see a shape until you walk around it, tear it, turn it, break it, burn it, to really know it. You have to be willing to suffer with it, to go to war with it, be tortured with it, love it, have its babies, and roll over every corner of it before you know it.

It doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but that's not really the point. In fact, this probably has far too much structure for a free-write. It's not particularly meaningful, either, but that is also not the point. The point is, as my brain latched onto at some point in those fifteen minutes, to stretch your mind. In the same way a runner does several meaningless athletic acts before getting to the real business of running, like touching his toes, or pulling her feet up, or jumping in place, so too does a writer have to write many meaningless things before getting to the real business of writing. It's my hope that doing free-writing exercises regularly will help my unconscious grow nimble and flexible, so when I sit down to write, my writer muscle is already warmed up and loose.

The brain is like any other muscle, and it grows lax without exercise. You can benefit from free-writing even if you're just writing a corporate memo or a Facebook message to an old friend. It's all about training your unconscious so that when the pen is in your hand or your hands are on the keyboard, everything falls into place.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

"In transition"

I think this is one of the best times to lose your job.

Of course, you do have to get the sulking out of the way first. You have to spend a couple days when you over-analyze that final conversation where you found out you were being laid off. You pore over every word, maybe come up with a couple retorts you could've used that really, yes really, could have saved your job if you'd thought of them at the time. It's emotionally exactly like breaking up with someone, and you get over it the same way: shed some tears over buckets of burning photos, take a couple cold showers, and move on.

Coming from a job that sucked up 70-80 hours of my life every week, I now have time -- real, deliciously edible time -- to do the things that are really important to me. I get to spend more time with my fiancee. I get to see the people I haven't talked to since we worked on that thing for those people six months ago. I get to catch up on that sleep thing I've missed for the past year. I get to focus on my health again. I get to give a moment to those side projects that have been rattling around in my head forever. I get to redo my website and my reel. I get to spruce up my resume.

Get to. Not "have to." It's a gigantic opportunity for me to find a better job than I had before. I have the freedom to take a step back, look at the state of the industry, and choose my own place in it rather than struggle from some strategically weak position I'm too invested in to leave.

Plus, I get to apply my creativity to the rabidly interesting problem of actually finding a job. These days, the networking tools I have available are incredibly fun and have so much potential. Yesterday, I dove head first into LinkedIn, connected with as many people as I could find, recommended people I've worked with (and got recommended in turn), and got introduced to friends of friends I had never met before. I applied to four jobs in two days, I've got several more leads, and I haven't even touched a job search site yet.

It is a great time to be unemployed, because it allows me to get a sense of perspective on myself and the world around me. I can explore and experiment in ways I never could while employed. And I can catch up on the important things, all while actually looking for work. Of all the points in history I've passed through on my way here, I'm glad I get to be unemployed now. After all, what better time to be "in transition" when the entire industry is in transition?

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

The Melmarc Zone, a new kind of corporate video

I occasionally crew for my friend Phil Hover at Soar Productions who does corporate videos in Orange County. More than half of the projects he hires me on end up being slightly zany takes on the traditionally dry corporate video genre that involve the company's actual employees as amatuer actors. It's a really unique experience, and I love it every time. This time, he covered an Orange County textile company called Melmarc in a mashup of styles that combined The Office, reality TV, and the Twilight Zone.

I'm always impressed how excited and involved the employees get. This is the second corporate video of this type that I've done with him, and each time I'm surprised how dedicated the employees are to learning a skillset completely divorced from their own industries to help get the movie made. Watch especially Blaze's crazy designer pad, a set that the employees put together entirely on their own, to see how much these guys really throw themselves into the production. And Blaze himself clearly missed his calling.

I also have to praise Melmarc for being self-confident enough to do something totally off-beat and put it out there with no shame. Most companies do not have the cajones to do something like that, but I really think a video like this sets Melmarc apart from other companies, especially in attracting an edgier crowd.

Thanks to Phil for giving me the amazing opportunity of watching him work again, and I hope you enjoy "The Melmarc Zone."

The great backlight adventure

About six months ago, the back light on my friend's five-year old Dell Latitude expired. Eschewing traditional repair routes, and despite having many technically-inclined friends more than capable of taking on the task of repairing the laptop for him, my friend Justin — who is anything but technically inclined — purchased a replacement part from eBay and set about replacing the fizzled filament himself.

In a rather spur of the moment decision, we decided to film the event, and it snowballed into a full-blown pick up production. Justin invited everyone over for a party. We threw together an interview station with a curtain and a work light and interviewed all the attendees on their opinions on Justin's prospects for success. Following that, we filmed the entire repair process from the first unhinged screw to the decisive moment when Justin steeled himself and with eyes pressed shut in terror finally pushed the power button.

Another friend of mine is editing the project, but I threw together a little trailer after capturing the footage. I hope you enjoy it, and stay tuned for a full documentary on the event sometime in the future.

Justin's Laptop Teaser from Matt Agnello on Vimeo.